These last two months were great and all, but yesterday was a huge first for me. It's the first time I ever argued with a friend over anything. In the past it was easy for me to let go of simple things since I hate arguing and don't feel it's worth it. But I've been hurting for money (same situation for about everyone I know) and my friend owed me very little ($35). It started out simple, a little joking, but then I began getting pissed with his antics, so I got angry and told him that maybe I should be an asshole and get money from a friend who owes me more, but currently doesn't have a job. Things only went spiraling downward from there.

The end result I think might have been more devastating than I saw coming. I feel as if I'm now being purposely ostracized because I might have come off as arrogant, selfish, and greedy. I feel as if there's a slight chance that not only did I lose one friend, but both friends in the process (since they know each other, I have no doubt the story has gotten around).

In the end I seriously hope I haven't lost either one, since both of them are some of the best friends I have/had.