I've slowly begun to write an awkward style of poetry that's quite enticing (example at the bottom). As with music, well that be going just fine. I'm slowly beginning to get things together (show this Friday too). By April I'm hoping to have enough money to build a home recording studio and start making the full versions of my songs.

Well I'm just going to end this now and leave you with this...

You see, you see? See that he's insane. What be his name, what be his game? Does he drain out the brain or drink blood like it's wine? Does he devour flesh off the dead, only to find that it's sour? No sir, I kid you not these are his ways, these are his devious plans. These are the signs, that his mind has begun to unwind

Yesterday James Owen Sullivan, aka "The Reverend Tholomew Plague" died at the age of 28. He was well known for his incredible drumming the band Avenged Sevenfold.

The reason I'm making this post, is that he had a huge influence on me musically and as a person. If it weren't for him I probably would have lost interest in music last year, but when I discovered his side project (Pinkly Smooth) that he did with Synyster Gates, it reignited me and gave me an idea for new direction.

And not only was he talented at drums, but a talented song writer, singer, and as well as other instruments. He inspired me to study aspects of other instruments and understand the interaction between different parts.

For those of you who didn't know, he inspired my name here on Newgrounds with a song he wrote called Nosferatu Does a Hefty Dance.

In the end, just remember "A spoon full of Jimmy helps the world go down".

-Nosferatu of Worms, the Goblin Child.

That's right, after two months of feeling dead about my music (actually almost quitting), I'm pumped. I just hit the spark I needed to reignite my love music. I'm currently preparing to write new material. I've already got a ton of ideas coursing through my mind. I'm just so fucking pumped!!!!

Also I might be performing live soon, which has got me really pumped. I just hope I get the gig, which would be nice. If not, well I'm going to keep trying until I do. I'm now ready to make the necessary steps to move forward and start progressing with my music.

As the title says, daddy's back you bitches and he's ready to kick some ass.

So I've decided with my music I'm going to avoid writing for a specific genre. Of course it'll always fit into some genre, but the point is that I'm finally getting back to just writing music. I guess it's something I began to notice with my new DnB songs which were becoming hybrids of classical, dnb, and goth.

Using what I've learned so far, I've decided to apply it to all my new music. I believe by writing more what I feel, I can allow more creative thoughts to come alive and I'll be able to write better music. So far this is turning out to be true with my upcoming song that I'm writing.

In other news I finally hired/found someone to design my tattoo. And man did he come up with one hell of a design. The man I found, is none other than I Am Ghost's very own Steve Juliano. The guy is one hell of a talented artist and came up with a perfect design that I'll be having put on next month. He's also sending me the original sketches and artwork too. I have a feeling I'll be going back to him for future artwork. Along with that I'll be buying his upcoming comic/graphic novel which looks to be kick ass (in fact the tattoo design he made for me is now being used as character design in his novel, gotta love inspiring people).

Lovers and Kings This is the link to his art page if you want to see the design he did for me, go to pictures, and look for character sketch of the snow vampire (that's the design he did for me, which is now being used as a character).

I Am Ghost This is the band Steve sings vocals for, they're very good, I suggest you check them out.

These last two months were great and all, but yesterday was a huge first for me. It's the first time I ever argued with a friend over anything. In the past it was easy for me to let go of simple things since I hate arguing and don't feel it's worth it. But I've been hurting for money (same situation for about everyone I know) and my friend owed me very little ($35). It started out simple, a little joking, but then I began getting pissed with his antics, so I got angry and told him that maybe I should be an asshole and get money from a friend who owes me more, but currently doesn't have a job. Things only went spiraling downward from there.

The end result I think might have been more devastating than I saw coming. I feel as if I'm now being purposely ostracized because I might have come off as arrogant, selfish, and greedy. I feel as if there's a slight chance that not only did I lose one friend, but both friends in the process (since they know each other, I have no doubt the story has gotten around).

In the end I seriously hope I haven't lost either one, since both of them are some of the best friends I have/had.

Hell yes it's that time of year again! For the month of October I composed several different songs dealing with primarily Vampires. All of them (the ones from late September too) are dedicated to this month. Please check them out, as tonight we all become baptized in blood!

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen /275992 "Vampire Love Affair"

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen /276071 "Requiem for the Damned"

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen /277938 "Eine Symphonie Des Grauens"

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen /280906 "The Grand Awakening"

So this month has equalzed an amazing month for me so far.

List of things that have happened

- Joined a band

- Released two new songs

- And have a decent amount of money in my bank account

Also speaking of bands, I have an idea for a side project. The idea is an Avant Garde Metal band: 2 guitar players, a bassist, drummer, 2 vocalist (both of which will be playing instruments, 1 female, 1 male), along with a bit of synthesizer. The lyrics will be based around horror subjects (possibly others, but the main theme is horror). I'm hoping to try and start this band sometime during the middle of next year.

As of now I have 1 member (along with myself). I'm hoping to find a drummer and another guitarist, as this project is really the idea that I've had for a band for quite some time.

Spots filled: Female Vocalist/Bass and Male vocalist/Guitar.

Ok, a few months ago I requested for an artist to do a drawing for a tattoo that I plan on getting. The offer is still up and yes I will pay you for your artwork (possibly $50 if the work is really good, though minimum starts at $15).

I'm quitting the shredding business, I've finally started playing guitar the way I've been imagining for the last year. It's just now that it's fully coming alive, don't worry there will still be solos. But as of now I'm approaching the instrument in the way I wanted too, which is extremely minimalistic.

Best comparison would be Adam Jones of Tool. I've seriously been trying to figure out a similar playing style and just now have achieved it. So don't expect me to playing anything flashy (though I may throw in a few elements once in awhile).

Still shredding is dead to me. My style is about being as minimalistic as possible, but still bringing out the necessary emotion with as little as possible.

I'm basically throwing out fast passages and quick scale/arpeggio based solos for more, long drawn notes, feedback (I've found I really love feedback), and more rhythmic style playing.

Got a new project/song I've been working on for almost a week, right now it's known as "Project: Weird as Fuck".

The song right now is almost 5 minutes long and still building. It has a ton of key changes, time signature changes, and tempo changes (which have been fun writing). The overall structure of the song, well there is none. The song will begin and end differently, the idea is that I just constantly come up with new ideas and add on (while making sure the transitions work within context). So far it's been a fun and complex piece of work which originally started out with as little to work with and grew to several correlating and working parts.

The genre is overall DnB, but it has a mix of other elements in it. I hope to add more to the song as it continues to grow and hopefully becomes a monster that eventually ends dramatically. I'd love to push it beyond 10 minutes, though 8 to 8:30 would be fine. Still the more I work with it the more I want to add.

I'm hoping to complete it soon, so I can begin fitting in the parts and upload it. This will definitely be a fun song to complete and hopefully it'll be received well (though I have my doubts, since it's a bit different).