These last two months were great and all, but yesterday was a huge first for me. It's the first time I ever argued with a friend over anything. In the past it was easy for me to let go of simple things since I hate arguing and don't feel it's worth it. But I've been hurting for money (same situation for about everyone I know) and my friend owed me very little ($35). It started out simple, a little joking, but then I began getting pissed with his antics, so I got angry and told him that maybe I should be an asshole and get money from a friend who owes me more, but currently doesn't have a job. Things only went spiraling downward from there.
The end result I think might have been more devastating than I saw coming. I feel as if I'm now being purposely ostracized because I might have come off as arrogant, selfish, and greedy. I feel as if there's a slight chance that not only did I lose one friend, but both friends in the process (since they know each other, I have no doubt the story has gotten around).
In the end I seriously hope I haven't lost either one, since both of them are some of the best friends I have/had.
S3C
they wouldnt really be your friends if they left you over such tripe
Psil0
True and the whole thing is stupid, if they do leave me it's because my one friend blew everything out of proportion. Still it'd suck, because the other friend I don't want to lose, she's become the person I've come to trust the most (which I seriously need due to my bipolar). If I lost her at this point I'd be completely devastated.